Morning Motivation, “Memories”

I remember reading a book titled, “Before I Go to Sleep” by S. J. Watson.  As I am reading, I am always looking for quotes that touch an emotional chord in me.  The storyline of the book is centered around a woman who has lost her memory, regains bits and pieces of it throughout her day, falls asleep at night and loses it all again.   The quote I underlined and that touched me the most was this  “A ripple across the surface of the lake of memory.”  There have been significant changes in my life in the last few years, and it has not been easy.  I do my best to give it to God.  I don’t allow myself to think much about my past because I tend to gravitate to the pain.  After reading this quote, I decided to let myself remember. I allowed myself to remember the good.

I remember Dave.  As my Dad was dying, he said “Dave take care of your sister,” and he did.  We became close, more so then we had in our childhood years.  We talked on the phone almost daily. We shared stories, we laughed and cried together.  We spoke on the phone nearly every night.  We went on outings. He took me up in his plane, which was a bit unnerving but fun.  We went out for dinner; we went out for coffee. I was so proud of him, of all he had overcome.

I love him and miss him dearly.

Mom and Dad.  I do miss them both.  I remember going to Hawaii with Dad.  I remember walking through the Va. woods with him also, that is where he seemed to be the most at peace.  I remember the last movie I watched with Dad…”The Birds”, we held hands knowing this would be the last film we would see together.

Mom and I used to have good times.  We would read books at the same time and share out thoughts. We played card games, Rummy Cube, watch movies. Mom had a great sense of humor and would come out with the craziest things and make me laugh.

“Thank you, God, for our memories.  Help us learn from our experiences.  Help us to remember and find peace and joy in the gift of the good memories.  Please take our memories, use them, both good and bad, to help us to become more like you.  Give us peace in our journey knowing that you are beside us.”

Allow yourself to think back and enjoy a good memory.

Hope it makes you smile:-)

KathieyV

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Hi, I am a mom, nana, and writer living in the beautiful state of NC. I was married for 37 years and then blindsided by my husband, a former pastor. After decades he filed for legal separation without a word to me. It has been a rough road coming to terms with this new life that has been chosen for me. My blog is a place where I share "The Beginning," this place I found myself, a place I did not want to be. "The Journey," the things we need to do as we traverse this new road. Lastly "The Joy," and yes there is still joy to be found even after great pain. I have finished my first book "My Story My Divorce God's Promise, The Beginning." I am in the process of writing The Journey and The Joy. Please join me on my adventure to a new life. Always remember God's Promise "I will never leave you or forsake you."

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